Well and the scripture for this week 😊.
Doctrine covenants 107 talked about the quorum of The twelve apostles and the quorum of the 70s. I really liked that they all had to be unanimous on decision-making and if they have these qualities they were promised in verse 31 that if these things abound in them they shall not be unfruitful in the knowledge of the Lord.
Something for all of us to try for.
So I just got off of the phone with the drivers license division and Jackie, after I asked her a dozen questions, just asked her supervisor if she could get the info from me. So they are going to start the process to get you a copy of your license. It can take up to 90 days! Hopefully it all goes through and they mail you the forms to sign in the next few days. She said it's close to expiring before you get back and they my deny the request, but they should call me if that happens and I can let you know. If you don't get the forms on the next three months call me and I'll call them back. Sorry, bit of a pain. There will be a fee you have to pay, she wasn't sure if they take American Express or not. If they don't then use your bank card. It's now in the hands of your guardian angels 😇
This week was a little rougher than I was expecting. I didn't realize how much pressure it was for me waiting all week to have Victor over with his new girlfriend. (After analyzing it I'm still not exactly sure why it was so stressful, more than the usual with Victor... Too long waiting, fear, anticipation, wondering why he wanted us to meet her they've known each other 3 weeks, that he dropped stuff off at the house the other day without me knowing, another pregnancy? ) There were a lot of other things going on as well, so I kept thinking it wouldn't be a big deal, but it was much more difficult for me than I thought it would be. She seemed nice, a little out of it, hate to say stoned, but slightly slurred speech and a bit of confusion answering some questions. Her father raised her it sounded like, she met her mother last year, but they didn't get a long. I do feel for her, tough life, and otherwise seemed nice.
Tanya walked in and gave Ana a bunch of her clothes and I thought of saying are they modest? But no instead I said, any inappropriate underwear? Tanya said come on Mom you asked me not to give her any I wouldn't do that. I said I was just asking/checking. She said I don't have the right to ask her that and she huffed up the stairs. I said I do and she looked down though the rails and said it wasn't my business. Taylor followed he up the stairs like The Little puppy he is. Not much of a back bone there, he really does follow her around like a puppy... I've wondered if it would work long term for them because Tanya could probably always control the relationship.
Dad asked the kids to come in and watch the super bowl in the movie room, v and k came in for a bit. I think Tanya was still ticked with me. Dad mentioned it was being like a stranger in his own home. I feel bad because I was check out by that point. My other trigger was when Victor had walked up behind me while we were talking in the kitchen, I was making cookies, I just froze. Tanya style, I wanted to walk away, but I just stood there cursing dad for leaving the room and praying he, V, would move away from me. I got some problems don't I. I didn't realize I was still so tripped up by him. This is turning into a journal entry, sorry. Sigh.
To keep or delete. I figure you'll get it, but I don't want you to dwell on it. I'm going to be fine, just didn't realize I was so worked up over the girlfriend thing. Now reading back over this, I'm wondering if it was him just coming by last week. I looked up security systems after that... It's the second time since Thanksgiving he's dropped something by. It's a little unsettling for me. Not enough to get the pepper spray out 😂😂 but enough that it's in the back of my mind.
Anyway, hopefully all is well with the license!!
Love you
Morgan Keller
2:47 PM (7 hours ago)
to me
MAMA YOU ARE THE BEST EVER THANK YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!
I'm sorry things have been stressful with Victor and Tanya. I've been thinking about you a lot this week, especially because I'm doing the mental health therapy stuff online. So the program is called CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy) And it's honestly super super helpful because It's more of me fixing my problems than my therapist person (It's weird cus I've never met him and he's over everyone in the pacific haha). Anywyas if you want to watch a video on it that would be cool! IT's helped me so much with all my anxiety and I thought I'd tell you :)
I wrote about a bunch of missionary stuff to dad so read off his email! I don't have a lot of time because we went to early morning seminary then slept in and came late to email, but I'm doing well! I still have sad days and angry moods, but overall I'm happy. The mission is helping me with a lot of problems I didn't know I had, but also I get to serve others which just makes me super super happy.
I PROMISE i will email you more next week!!
Much much love,
SK
Fun to read your letter and glad you had a pretty great week. I'm writing today just in case I don't get a letter off to you during the week. As a last minute get away, I booked a flight to Italy! I leave on Wednesday and get home next Tuesday. I'm going to go to the Rome Temple open house with Tricia and Justin and their kiddos! Crazy, I know, but hopefully it will be super fun. But I don't think I'll take my laptop so I'll send some pictures, but might not be writing a lot on my phone. You'll have to remind the family to give percy his ear medicine while I'm gone!! They forgot last time.
So crazy stuff this weekend. Klint flew down on Saturday and went to the Jazz game with Troy and then flew home that night. But he shared some of the Kate stuff, so they may still be dating for awhile. I guess things started moving way to fast for him and so he just pulled back and said he needed more time. But Kate was kindof like, do you love me or do you not? We were just friends till you begged me for a date and then she felt she should date him, and he's the one who proposed. I think Betsy is super happy that its called off right now. Her mama bear got ruffled! You don't go pulling that stuff on a daughter! So I think Kate is going to date other people too at the moment and they'll see what happens.
So other thing is that Tanya came home this weekend. I guess she is taking a little breather from Taylor. Two days ago she was posting kissing pictures on snap chat and now she needs some space. So as we were talking today, she loves that he does anything she asks him to do (like in my last letter, he is her puppy dog) but he doesn't instigate and he loves to sleep in and take naps which is driving her crazy. Made me laugh. She keeps saying he's a hard worker, but he just works hard for her. She doesn't quite see it that way though. So we'll see what happens over the next month or so. She didn't bring stuff home that I know of so I think she'll head back down sometime.
Anyway, that is all the gossip I got. I'll send you pics from Italy. Love you
mom